Chaos and God

Chaos and God

True chaos is when God is denied once known.  Chaos is caused by separation and not knowing the true reason for the separation.  When one was born, one was born into an environment which one knew not, even though one had truly sense or had truly heard it.  But the separation from the womb truly caused chaos to the new born and he had to be consoled and caressed so that not only the new born would feel at ease but that those doing the consoling and the caressing would also be at ease.  If the new born could not be comforted, then chaos or panic would come to those doing the comforting because they would not know what to do next, perhaps wait until the new born got tired of crying or of being in chaos!

And so chaos is lack of knowledge or lack of understanding, lack of true knowledge or lack of true understanding!  But once there is true knowledge or true understanding, thus there is no more chaos.  In fact, true knowledge or true understanding makes one as well as others as if there were never any chaos at all or as if there were never any separation because true knowledge or true understanding has put everyone as well as everything as if in a new but very familiar place because true knowledge or true understanding has filled everyone with true gladness and with true joy and so true gladness and true joy have given rebirth to all of those involved!

Now then, the very same as a new born child is with God!  God truly is according to the very knowledge or to the very understanding of God which one gives God.  And even though God is true knowledge, God will respond or will act to the knowledge or to the understanding of God, true or not!  That is the very reason that one must acknowledge God with true knowledge or with true understanding or with acknowledgement of God so that one can benefit from God.  And if one acknowledged God correctly, one will truly know it because God will draw near and one will feel his loving presence with true gladness and with true joy and God at that very moment will promise one something very great!

But after the very great promise or very great reward, comes the chaos in the form of separation because the gladness and the joy are gone and one feels afflicted!  And the environment and the things in it feel so different, as if one had just arrived and one lacks the knowledge to understand the reason for the great separation or for the great chaos when there was so much gladness and so much joy and the very great promise or the very great reward when acknowledging God!

Now then, the chaos or the separation is to reform or is to refine one into the promise or into the reward promised by God!  But if one does not reform or does not refine into the promise or into the reward, one will still get what was promised to one as one believes or get a great reward as one believes.  That is, if God promises to one that nothing will be lacking to one or that or that a very great reward will be rewarded to one and one does not take the form or the reform of that promise or of that reward, thus God will do everything possible so that to one nothing will be lacking according to what one believes to what nothing will be lacking is.  And in the case of the great reward thus would be a great reward which one desires because one cannot achieve it for some state of lack or illness.  The reason for this is since one acknowledged God as God, God also believes as one that one knows or that one understands because one is knowledge as God is knowledge and God truly waits for some more acknowledgements from one!

Because in truth, one is the very great promise or one is the very great reward when one comes out reformed or refined from the chaos or from the separation and is acknowledged by God as one acknowledged God!

Taken from: Verses of Nebajoth by Forester de Santos