Loneliness truly
is a very sad and a very painful state, so sad and so painful a state that
truly makes he that is found in her cry with all weeping. Loneliness not only makes he that feels her
feel alone but also loneliness makes he that feels her to be alone or to do so that
he can be alone because loneliness truly is an enormous emptiness and because
of being an enormous emptiness thus enormous emptiness lonely seeks. Loneliness also makes he that has her to feel
useless or incapable of overcoming no matter how he tries to do to avoid that
enormous and very painful emptiness of loneliness.
Loneliness also
is a state of desolation where the loner knows not as to the reason that he
feels so painfully sad and so painfully lonely and because of feeling lonely or
alone he seeks loneliness because the friendship and the family do not fill him
or do not make him happy. Also,
loneliness makes the loner do things or to even seek friends that may do him
more harm than loneliness her very self.
But to cry alone and to cry for nothing also makes no sense and any
friendship or any companionship is more than enough even though wrong and even
though it may cost him a lot of money just to past the time.
Now then,
loneliness as also is desolation truly is because of lack of true knowledge of
one or lack of the reality of one.
Loneliness as also is desolation truly is lack of identity of one and no
matter what one truly learns, understands or even knows outside of loneliness
as also outside of desolation, loneliness continues as also the very desolation
continues.
That loneliness
or that desolation truly because of the lack of true knowledge of love not only
of the fathers but also of brothers as well as other family members that show no love or caring or friendship and thus there is no identity and that lack of
identity is the lack that causes the very loneliness or the very
desolation. In other words, that
loneliness is because of lack of the identity of son or of some other.
But even though
the fathers or the rest of the family members or even the friends begin to show
love and even though the loner can truly be adopted by a very loving family as
their son, the lack of identity already is or loneliness truly is and only a
rebirth in life for new life can truly remove that lousy lack of identity or
can truly remove that lousy and very profound loneliness or remove that lousy
desolation because of that rebirth truly giving a new identity!
Now, loneliness
or desolation simply is because of lack of knowledge, because of lack of true
knowledge. But true knowledge is truly
because true act because through true act of true knowledge thus every being
truly is formed or reformed and once every being is formed thus every being
truly presents himself with complete form and with that form is truly given or
is truly granted identity or is given or is granted knowledge through that very
knowledge or is confirmed through his knowledge.
But if he is not given identity or is not
given knowledge through his very knowledge or is not confirmed through his knowledge,
thus every born as also reborn enters into loneliness or into desolation. Even God as Creator truly enters into
loneliness or into desolation when God is not known or is not given the
knowledge of Creator or is even not given an identity!
In other words,
when a son is born and to that son is not given or is not granted true
knowledge of son and is neither treated as a son thus that son truly will grow
up in loneliness or truly will grow up in desolation.
That is the very
reason that one truly has to do a new and a very grandiose search as one once
truly did a very grandiose search when one came out from the grace of a man
with all gladness and with all joy and with all gladness and with all joy truly
one entered into the womb of a woman or into the grand desolation of a
woman. In the womb or in the great
desolation of a woman truly one did the very grant gesture or the very
grandiose movement to seek true knowledge of life and true knowledge of life
receive and because of receiving true knowledge of life through knowledge of
life truly thus be formed or be transformed into that very knowledge of life.
That new search
truly will give or truly will grant new knowledge of life, but that new search
truly has to do with God and with God as Creator. And once that God as Creator allows one to
draw near and illumination, one truly will be reborn as beloved of God and God
also will be reborn as beloved of one and one truly will have a new identity as
the same as God will have a new identity.
And that new identity
as beloved of God truly will remove that lousy loneliness or that lousy
emptiness, but as beloved of God one will be in the desolation of beloved of
God as also God will be in the desolation of God as Creator.
But if one once
again does to come out from that desolation thus also one will come out and one
will also come out by knowledge by knowledge requested so that it can be
knowledge granted and through that knowledge granted, one will be again reborn
and will be reborn as beloved savior of God with true love of God, a true love
that is not seeing but that is a love that is felt and that is love that is
forever.
Now then, those
that truly feel sad and painfully lonely or that feel in the lousy loneliness
and the vanity or the chaos that she causes, without knowing it they truly not
only seek a very grandiose hug from God filled with true love but also they are
seeking a grandiose call from God to come out as beloveds of God from that
lousy loneliness that is a desolation, a desolation where there is no identity
of one and of any one and everything is vanity, nothing but vanity!
Taken from: Verses of Nebajoth by Forester de Santos
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